The events in this entry happened several days ago and i will get to why i waited so long to write in the next entry.
About four days ago, i got home from work and i walked towards my mother bedroom. She usually wants to see me when i get home so if i dont see her in the living room and will go and check the bedroom. Anyways, as i was walking towards my moms bedroom when i heard my brother and my dad having a conversation. I didn't want to intrude but then i heard them mention me and then i realised the topic of conversation was me. So, i started to walk back and entered my brothers room where my dad and him were sitting down.
My dad explains to me that me and my brother dont have a relationship and that it makes him sad. He goes on to ramble about the relationship between him and his brother and how i should have my brothers back and that he should have mine.
On one hand he really pissed me off because he thinks life is just something you can force to happen whatever way you want and he was basically trying to command me to have a better relationship with my brother to make him feel better which isn't new behavior from him. But on the other hand, even know he is a dumb asshole he is right.
The most of a relationship me and my brother have had was hating eachother during out awkward phasing in childhood, which is normal. But outside that we have kept a distance between us. Its not that i hate him or think negatively of him, its just i have never really been interested in hanging out with him and vice versa.
I thinks it would be a good idea to reconnect with him but i doubt he will make the first move so i will have to figure out something.
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4/24/26