Its been four months into 2026 already and 6 into my 19th year and i havent done dip. I wanted more than anything for this year to be better but i guess its not going to happen. It's time for me to start applying for college but i feel a sharp fear feeling in my stomach when i think about it. My parents are narcs and i never realised how much they lied to me. They can literally be wrong about anything and they'll know it and stubbornly stick with it and argue it. So growing up i was ALWAYS wrong and that made me feel like my judgement was invalid, Same with kids in school aswell. I'm finding it hard to trust anything i think or do.
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